The question is not, so much, "who I am" but "where I'm going". Why can't I find something new, something i like and appreciate. Everything is the same and something is everything, which means that everything is banal, dull or out of order..
I don't fit in, I'm too strange and odd.. well at least from the inside. I really don't understand what's wrong with the world or even sadder what's wrong with me.
Funny, I was a lot happier when i didn't think... ignorance isn't, afterall, the ultimate bless.. stupidity is an essencial part of happiness and intelligence is overrated.
With time I have learned to assume perfection not as an impossible idea but as a standart.
Sometimes I think all I need is someone to embrace and share my ideas.. my thoughts... even my feelings.. that's impossible.. if such thing exists.
Right now man or woman are the same I seek their essence not who they are or what they are. Philos.
Two years ago I wrote as my mobile phone welcome message, a thought i belived at the time have reached... "Seek balance and you will find peace". Peace? rarelly achieved and like most human feelings, fake. Feelings are different from organism to organism you know... human chemistry is something interesting, never wondered why the same medication causes different secondary effects? Genetic Variation..
I don't fit in, I'm too strange and odd.. well at least from the inside. I really don't understand what's wrong with the world or even sadder what's wrong with me.
Funny, I was a lot happier when i didn't think... ignorance isn't, afterall, the ultimate bless.. stupidity is an essencial part of happiness and intelligence is overrated.
With time I have learned to assume perfection not as an impossible idea but as a standart.
Sometimes I think all I need is someone to embrace and share my ideas.. my thoughts... even my feelings.. that's impossible.. if such thing exists.
Right now man or woman are the same I seek their essence not who they are or what they are. Philos.
Two years ago I wrote as my mobile phone welcome message, a thought i belived at the time have reached... "Seek balance and you will find peace". Peace? rarelly achieved and like most human feelings, fake. Feelings are different from organism to organism you know... human chemistry is something interesting, never wondered why the same medication causes different secondary effects? Genetic Variation..